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Thursday, April 2, 2009
Are You Too Negative?
Thursday, March 12, 2009
A Day of *Sigh*
Have you ever experienced spending your entire day just breathing and sighing? You can tell I'm so b-o-r-e-d right?! Well, I hope that tomorrow's gonna be a good one for me.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
First Post for 2009
That is how busy I am. It's a bit frustrating that I've been neglecting my blog for the nth time. I envy other bloggers who still have the time to make at least a post or two despite their busy work sched. Sometimes, I just really don't know what to post. I'm not very vocal about things or I'd rather tell my thoughts to my close friends.
Anyway, none of the things I got excited a few months ago have happened already. Yet, I'm very positive that soon it will. Again, I needed to master the art of being patient. *sigh*
Might be a little too late... but happy new year to everyone!
Anyway, none of the things I got excited a few months ago have happened already. Yet, I'm very positive that soon it will. Again, I needed to master the art of being patient. *sigh*
Might be a little too late... but happy new year to everyone!
Thursday, December 11, 2008
God is good all the time!
Yes! He's so great that He will not give you what you don't need. He will give you what you deserve!
I'm so happy today because I learned from my bosses that we will be going to Hong Kong for the company excursion on January! But not only that... I will also be joining them on their Costa Rica trip!!! Wow!
A few weeks ago I was praying that He will help me find a job that's gonna be sufficient for me to support my family. Another prayer I had was I hope that my former partner will come into his senses and be man enough to face his responsibilities in our family. I know that God will not grant all my prayers even though I hardly work for it. And this I learned is true! Because He grant me one wish (my job) but He help me accept the fact that I can't be with my partner because he won't make me happy.
All I can say is-- Dear Lord... thank you so much for never neglecting me and always leading me to the right path.
I'm so happy today because I learned from my bosses that we will be going to Hong Kong for the company excursion on January! But not only that... I will also be joining them on their Costa Rica trip!!! Wow!
A few weeks ago I was praying that He will help me find a job that's gonna be sufficient for me to support my family. Another prayer I had was I hope that my former partner will come into his senses and be man enough to face his responsibilities in our family. I know that God will not grant all my prayers even though I hardly work for it. And this I learned is true! Because He grant me one wish (my job) but He help me accept the fact that I can't be with my partner because he won't make me happy.
All I can say is-- Dear Lord... thank you so much for never neglecting me and always leading me to the right path.
Friday, December 5, 2008
Movement and Changes
Right now if there's one thing I'm looking forward to... it's my work. I'm happy with what I am doing right now. Though I've said that I'm getting le$$ pay, but I think I've reached my professional maturity.
Money isn't everything.
Money isn't everything.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Pennyless
Christmas is nearing and I am so worried again with my finances.
I still haven't bought my godchildren their gifts. I don't have extra money. As of now, I am without anything at all. Blame it with my principle... I left my job recently-- I don't want to be a part of their lies. I just don't want to be fooling any one at all. That's why I left them.
Hay.
I still haven't bought my godchildren their gifts. I don't have extra money. As of now, I am without anything at all. Blame it with my principle... I left my job recently-- I don't want to be a part of their lies. I just don't want to be fooling any one at all. That's why I left them.
Hay.
Life Choices
I don't have to worry about his birthday anymore. He'll be celebrating it with the third wheel. I just hope he will be happy on his day.
I already gave up... on him... on the future of our family. I think God has already sent me several signs but I just refuse to obey His will. But now, here I am at long last-- finally free from "bondage."
If it's meant to be... it's meant to be.
I already gave up... on him... on the future of our family. I think God has already sent me several signs but I just refuse to obey His will. But now, here I am at long last-- finally free from "bondage."
If it's meant to be... it's meant to be.
Friday, November 28, 2008
December 6
... my husband's birthday... I still consider him my husband. Call me a fool, martyr or whatever-- I don't care. Believe me, I've tried so hard to forget him. But until now, I still love him. And here I am, listening to Taylor Dayne's "Love will lead You back." That's how jaded I am.
I even made a letter-- which I am still undecided if I will give it to him on his birthday or not for I might regret it. Or I might not be able to fulfill everything that I wrote there.
Well, I still have a few days to think. Make me wise.
I even made a letter-- which I am still undecided if I will give it to him on his birthday or not for I might regret it. Or I might not be able to fulfill everything that I wrote there.
Well, I still have a few days to think. Make me wise.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Novena to the Blessed Virgin Mary (Never Known To Fail)
Oh, most beautiful flower of Mount Carmel, fruitful vine, splendour of Heaven.
Blessed Mother of the Son of God; Immaculate Virgin, assist me in my necessity.
Oh, Star of the Sea, help me and show me you are my Mother.
Oh, Holy Mary, Mother of God, Queen of Heaven and Earth, I humbly beseech you from the bottom of my heart to succour me in my necessity. (Mention your request here).
There are none that can withstand your power.
O Mary conceived without sin, pray for us who have recourse to Thee.
O show me herein You are my Mother.
O Mary conceived without sin, pray for us who have recourse to Thee.
O show me herein You are my Mother.
O Mary conceived without sin, pray for us who have recourse to Thee.
O show me herein You are my Mother.
Sweet Mother, I place this cause in Your hands.
Sweet Mother, I place this cause in Your hands.
Sweet Mother, I place this cause in Your hands.
3 our father , 3 hail Mary , 3 glory be
Blessed Virgin Mary Mount Carmel - 3 day prayer - To strengthen marriage, personal needs; say this prayer for 3 consecutive days and then you must publish it and it will be granted to you.
Blessed Mother of the Son of God; Immaculate Virgin, assist me in my necessity.
Oh, Star of the Sea, help me and show me you are my Mother.
Oh, Holy Mary, Mother of God, Queen of Heaven and Earth, I humbly beseech you from the bottom of my heart to succour me in my necessity. (Mention your request here).
There are none that can withstand your power.
O Mary conceived without sin, pray for us who have recourse to Thee.
O show me herein You are my Mother.
O Mary conceived without sin, pray for us who have recourse to Thee.
O show me herein You are my Mother.
O Mary conceived without sin, pray for us who have recourse to Thee.
O show me herein You are my Mother.
Sweet Mother, I place this cause in Your hands.
Sweet Mother, I place this cause in Your hands.
Sweet Mother, I place this cause in Your hands.
3 our father , 3 hail Mary , 3 glory be
Blessed Virgin Mary Mount Carmel - 3 day prayer - To strengthen marriage, personal needs; say this prayer for 3 consecutive days and then you must publish it and it will be granted to you.
Friday, November 21, 2008
Jobless... and loveless :(
You're reading it right... I am again jobless. I resigned recently because I can't take the politics and the unusual "payroll" issues. Well, I know some of you might blame me for being so idealistic. But that how I am...
And again, my never-ending problem... I am still loveless... where's my destiny?!
Some people are really unlucky... I belong in that group :-(
And again, my never-ending problem... I am still loveless... where's my destiny?!
Some people are really unlucky... I belong in that group :-(
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Saturday, September 20, 2008
No Air
I can't sleep right now. My mind's a bit tired already. I'm so much of a worrier. I am thinking of him again. I'm also thinking of work and my "critics."
I don't know why I still love him. I apologize for being so stupid. I am very much jaded that I can't get over the fact that we're over years ago. And he is with another girl. Everytime I look at our kid, it is him that I see. I can truly say that it's genuine love I feel for him and our kid. However...
He doesn't love me anymore. But my heart won't stop loving him. And I know I should. I'm just stubborn. I should avoid attending their family gatherings even if they insist that we should be there. I must stop. The more I get attached to his family, the more my expectations and hopes grow. Yes, his love for our kid is there and will always be there. But his love for me ended years ago. And even if he says he'll come back to us after he fulfills his dreams... still I shouldn't hold on to that promise. A promise which he himself is not sure of. And I must stop. Wake up.
Now at work, I don't know why I keep on getting punished by some of our bitter ex-employees. As if they didn't do anything wrong. And I don't know why I can't do my job without getting criticized. And why don't they just shut-up. I worked so hard even depriving myself of rest and quality time with my kid... but they just want me down. Envy. This is the only reason why they do this. Please, just work and prove your employer that you are trustworthy. Because I have done so. That's why I am here.
Forgive me for ranting. I just need to breathe these worries out. So help me Lord.
I don't know why I still love him. I apologize for being so stupid. I am very much jaded that I can't get over the fact that we're over years ago. And he is with another girl. Everytime I look at our kid, it is him that I see. I can truly say that it's genuine love I feel for him and our kid. However...
He doesn't love me anymore. But my heart won't stop loving him. And I know I should. I'm just stubborn. I should avoid attending their family gatherings even if they insist that we should be there. I must stop. The more I get attached to his family, the more my expectations and hopes grow. Yes, his love for our kid is there and will always be there. But his love for me ended years ago. And even if he says he'll come back to us after he fulfills his dreams... still I shouldn't hold on to that promise. A promise which he himself is not sure of. And I must stop. Wake up.
Now at work, I don't know why I keep on getting punished by some of our bitter ex-employees. As if they didn't do anything wrong. And I don't know why I can't do my job without getting criticized. And why don't they just shut-up. I worked so hard even depriving myself of rest and quality time with my kid... but they just want me down. Envy. This is the only reason why they do this. Please, just work and prove your employer that you are trustworthy. Because I have done so. That's why I am here.
Forgive me for ranting. I just need to breathe these worries out. So help me Lord.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
New Layout
I'm thinking... maybe it's time for a new layout. I'm kindda sick n' tired of mah ol' leh-yut! It may take some time before I can create a new one... but then the "creative" me has long been sleeping. Sadddd :'(
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
The Weekend that Was
This weekend was one of the best weekends I had for this year. My family (my original family) got reunited again and it's as if nothing ever happened that cause everyone hurt and sadness. I'm so glad that I saw my parents smiling and exchanging jokes about each other. At least they're friends. Of course, that's good. Here are some of the photos I took when we went out last Sunday...
see?! they're enjoying the get-together...
yum! yum! yummy kwabs...
the mouth-watering buttered shrimp...
But then, this only made me realize one thing... no matter what happens amongst all of you, you'll always end up a family.
Thank God for that wonderful sunday...
see?! they're enjoying the get-together...
yum! yum! yummy kwabs...
the mouth-watering buttered shrimp...
But then, this only made me realize one thing... no matter what happens amongst all of you, you'll always end up a family.
Thank God for that wonderful sunday...
Monday, July 14, 2008
What goes around comes around
This one's a personal matter, but I can't contain the mixed emotions I'm havin' right now. Just to give you an overview...
I admit, I'm short-tempered (except where my family's concerned). Blame it on lack of sleep that sometimes I can't accept "petty reasons" being given. I am really friendly if I feel that a person is worthy of the 100% pure friendship I'm giving... but if you mess with me-- sorry but that's the end of the line. I don't exactly "get even" but I pray for karma with a vengeance.
I've just discovered something that made me "somehow happy"... it's the misery of a person because of the repercussions of the complications she/he gave us. There's truth to the saying that what you give is what you will indeed receive. Piece of advice to that person?.. Think!
I admit, I'm short-tempered (except where my family's concerned). Blame it on lack of sleep that sometimes I can't accept "petty reasons" being given. I am really friendly if I feel that a person is worthy of the 100% pure friendship I'm giving... but if you mess with me-- sorry but that's the end of the line. I don't exactly "get even" but I pray for karma with a vengeance.
I've just discovered something that made me "somehow happy"... it's the misery of a person because of the repercussions of the complications she/he gave us. There's truth to the saying that what you give is what you will indeed receive. Piece of advice to that person?.. Think!
Just for Laughs
This is what we call "Pinoy Humor." Really, really funny!
If this didn't tickle your funny bone at all, maybe it's time for you to visit a shrink.
If this didn't tickle your funny bone at all, maybe it's time for you to visit a shrink.
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Our Lady of Manaoag
It's 2:30 in the morning... I'm preparing on my way to Manaoag to hear mass. I've made a promise to myself that I'll go there on my 30th birthday to thank the Lord and Mother Mary for all the blessings they've given me and my family. But since my birthday fell on a Tuesday, I've got to work and postpone my trip.
I started my ocassional trips to Our Lady of Manaoag last December 2006. A week after, my wish somehow came true! And the Lord is so good to me that everytime I go there, He somehow comforts me spiritually that when I leave and go to Manila my soul is recharge again. I feel that I owe it to Him and to myself that I do this kind of spiritual trips for this bonds me to my religion.
But now here I am... going back to Pangasinan for the nth time and so excited to go there alone (yes, alone!) for this is the perfect "me" moment.
I started my ocassional trips to Our Lady of Manaoag last December 2006. A week after, my wish somehow came true! And the Lord is so good to me that everytime I go there, He somehow comforts me spiritually that when I leave and go to Manila my soul is recharge again. I feel that I owe it to Him and to myself that I do this kind of spiritual trips for this bonds me to my religion.
But now here I am... going back to Pangasinan for the nth time and so excited to go there alone (yes, alone!) for this is the perfect "me" moment.
My 30th
'Twas last Tuesday... another year older-- but am I a really a lil bit wiser this time?
Alright, I'm already 30 years old. I just can't imagine myself at 40s and 50s. Well, the question is will I make the right decisions for me and my daughter? Life is really complicated and so is my mind. But then again I don't want to think about the complications of life anymore. I've decided that I'll just let life think for me and I'll just do whatever I think is for the good of all.
Conclusion: Happy 30th birthday to me!
Thanks to all those who greeted me... but next time I wanted more than greetings (lols).
Alright, I'm already 30 years old. I just can't imagine myself at 40s and 50s. Well, the question is will I make the right decisions for me and my daughter? Life is really complicated and so is my mind. But then again I don't want to think about the complications of life anymore. I've decided that I'll just let life think for me and I'll just do whatever I think is for the good of all.
Conclusion: Happy 30th birthday to me!
Thanks to all those who greeted me... but next time I wanted more than greetings (lols).
Sunday, May 25, 2008
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