I maybe sick... I don't know what to think anymore... I wanna end this all.
Please help me... everyday, I discover new things. I don't know if it's a gift that I'm resourceful and I have good resources. I am so tired. When will I wake up?
But I am so stubborn. I don't want to wake up. I don't want to change my ways. And the more I do this, the more I get hurt.
But still... I am just waiting here Lord. I don't know what I'm waiting for. Maybe a miracle. Maybe my end. You don't want me lonely all my life. Be my light to happiness. Be my guide to the right path. I'll follow your lead.